I’m moving away in a month. And I’m so excited, but I’m also going through some weird feelings..I’m starting to realize how much my life has changed since I started high school up until now. My dad left and started his new family, I ended my relationship with him, I became the person my mom needed to depend on, and we moved out of the house I grew up in into the house we have now… I realized that the ‘love of my life’ was nothing more than an insignificant boy and that even with a hard heart, I needed to start accepting only the love I deserved, I fell for a friend who showed me that there are guys who will treat me well…I became fiercely independent, I worked two jobs and I balanced school, I graduated community college with honors and I got accepted into the school of my dreams..I overcame my anxiety, I battle a painful inflammatory disease that I’ve finally started to get under control, I became a vegan, I run and exercise as much as I can, Im considering going to medical school to become a doctor and I’ve started my own company…..I reconnected with some of my old friends who I realized were the best friends, I’ve made so many new friends, I am constantly busy and making plans with people which is the total opposite of how I used to be…I’ve grown to love painting, being outside, nature, cooking, the beach, simple bonfires with my amazing friends make all the difference in my life. The best change is that I love myself now. I love myself when I walked across the stage to get my diploma as much as I loved myself when I was in my weaker moments. I have thrived and preservered through adversity, I’ve learned to trust God and myself in making my life decisions. I know that the next couple of months will bring the best that’s yet to come.
Lewis Carroll, Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland
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